Friday, October 12, 2012
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Thursday, July 14, 2011
Rm.....
Your know what wrong with our life now days? Everything needs money. Nothing is free now days. Even went into the toilet…public toilets are using money. The place not even that clean for us to use but that what happened in our life now.
I was watching this movie title “The Wedding Planner”, that the heroine were Jennifer Lopez, planning this girl wedding to the man she fall in love to. She love making people happy for their wedding but she have the opposite life. But all those people she’s handling their wedding are rich. Really filthy rich. Even want to buy this simple flower; they can pay more than $500, 000.00. That’s only for one bouquet. It’s really fun and feel satisfied to buy things without thinking the price of the things you like in front of your eyes. Really want to feel it one day. Actually, I don’t it more than 2-3 times. I was the relaxing time in my life. More than RM1k in my wallet, I feel so full that time.
I just so curious with our life now days. What happen to the world now days? Everything are money. What happen to just be together in a family, watching this old movie in the middle of the school field with everybody that you now. Eating this ‘kacang kuda’ being sell my an old Indian uncle from on top of his head. Keep calling everybody for his nuts. My mother and father sitting together under a tree, having their loving time each other watching their children in front of their eyes, fighting each other for a simple ice kacang and some sweets and snack junk food. But now days, want to be together watching movie, they need to paid around RM16 per person. If the family are around 7 person, the family need to pay RM112.00. Not yet all the pop corns, drinks and snack food. It’s a difficult world to start a family if you don’t have money. Hey….don’t say that I’m a material girl…but it’s the truth. 1 kid need more than RM50K…..their milk, diapers, schools, higher education and even their wedding!!!
At our parent’s era, even though only the husband working, all the children can get good education. Now, husband and wife got to work.
To Be Continue………….
Monday, May 23, 2011
Kehilangan Sesuatu Yang Ditunggu
13 May 2011- Pukul 12.35 pagi...aku terbangun dengan kesakitan bawah abdomen ku dengan teruk. Mungkin ada sesuatu yang ku makan siang tadi... Ke tandas..tapi tidak ada apa-apa yang terjadi. Ke 5 kali aku ke tandas ..Ya Rabbi...lain sakitnya...
Sunday, May 8, 2011
2011..so far...
4 Gigih...Love this class......
Told them once...they straight away can do it.....except few hooligans in that class....
But so far...its ok
Told them once...they straight away can do it.....except few hooligans in that class....
But so far...its ok
Poem oh poem
Biodata
Hugh Doston (“Dossie”) Carberry was born July 12, 1921, the son of sir John Carberry, a former Chief Justice of Jamaica, and Lady Georgina Carberry, in Montreal, Canada. He came to Jamaica in infancy and spent most of his life there. He had his primary education at Decarteret school in Mandeville, Jamaica and then attended Jamaica College. After working with the Civil Service, to which he qualified as second out of over 100 applicants, Carberry went to St. Catherrine College, Oxford University, where he obtained his B. A. and B. C. L.. He read Law at Middle Temple and was called to the Bar in 1951, then returning to Jamaica to engage in private practice.
In 1954, Carberry married Dorothea, and they had two sons, Martin and John, and a daughter, Christine. In addition to his career in law, Carberry was a poet and gave outstanding service in the cultural field, being a member of the Managing Committee of the Little Theatre since 1951. A devout Christian, he was also a pillar of the Providence Methodist church as Class Co-leader. Carberry was Clerk to the Houses of Parliament from 1969-1978 and a member of the commonwealth Parliamentary Association. He was appointed Judge of the Jamaican court of appeal in 1978 and served for a decade. H. D. Carberry died on June 28, 1989.
The Poem-Nature
We have neither Summer nor Winter
Neither Autumn nor Spring.
We have instead the days
When the gold sun shines on the lush green canefields-
Magnificently.
The days when the rain beats like bullet on the roofs
And there is no sound but thee swish of water in the gullies
And trees struggling in the high Jamaica winds.
Also there are the days when leaves fade from off guango trees’
And the reaped canefields lie bare and fallow to the sun.
But best of all there are the days when the mango and the logwood blossom
When bushes are full of the sound of bees and the scent of honey,
When the tall grass sways and shivers to the slightest breath of air,
When the buttercups have paved the earth with yellow stars
And beauty comes suddenly and the rains have gone.
SYNOPSIS
The poem tells of the weather conditions in Jamaica although it does not have the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter. The weather conditions of golden sunny days and wet rainy days are just as good and are almost equivalent to the four seasons.
UNDERSTANDING THE POEM
Lines 1 to 10
The poet tells about his homeland , Jamaica and rejoices the beauty of this island. Jamaica has no seasonal changes. It has a tropical climate which is hot and wet throughout the year. The days of golden sunshine are glorious and magnificent. The are many canefields in Jamaica as sugar is one of the main exports in this country.
Lines 11 to 15
In the ending of the poem, the poet tells us his favourite time – days when the flowers of mango trees and logwood blossom. He uses imagery of sound and smell to illustrate abundant life and activity in the bushes when the ‘sound of bees and the scent of honey’ add to the charm and beauty if Jamaica. He describes the fields filled with lovely yellow buttercups. All this happens when the rains have stopped and the beauty if nature emerges once again
Hugh Doston (“Dossie”) Carberry was born July 12, 1921, the son of sir John Carberry, a former Chief Justice of Jamaica, and Lady Georgina Carberry, in Montreal, Canada. He came to Jamaica in infancy and spent most of his life there. He had his primary education at Decarteret school in Mandeville, Jamaica and then attended Jamaica College. After working with the Civil Service, to which he qualified as second out of over 100 applicants, Carberry went to St. Catherrine College, Oxford University, where he obtained his B. A. and B. C. L.. He read Law at Middle Temple and was called to the Bar in 1951, then returning to Jamaica to engage in private practice.
In 1954, Carberry married Dorothea, and they had two sons, Martin and John, and a daughter, Christine. In addition to his career in law, Carberry was a poet and gave outstanding service in the cultural field, being a member of the Managing Committee of the Little Theatre since 1951. A devout Christian, he was also a pillar of the Providence Methodist church as Class Co-leader. Carberry was Clerk to the Houses of Parliament from 1969-1978 and a member of the commonwealth Parliamentary Association. He was appointed Judge of the Jamaican court of appeal in 1978 and served for a decade. H. D. Carberry died on June 28, 1989.
The Poem-Nature
We have neither Summer nor Winter
Neither Autumn nor Spring.
We have instead the days
When the gold sun shines on the lush green canefields-
Magnificently.
The days when the rain beats like bullet on the roofs
And there is no sound but thee swish of water in the gullies
And trees struggling in the high Jamaica winds.
Also there are the days when leaves fade from off guango trees’
And the reaped canefields lie bare and fallow to the sun.
But best of all there are the days when the mango and the logwood blossom
When bushes are full of the sound of bees and the scent of honey,
When the tall grass sways and shivers to the slightest breath of air,
When the buttercups have paved the earth with yellow stars
And beauty comes suddenly and the rains have gone.
SYNOPSIS
The poem tells of the weather conditions in Jamaica although it does not have the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter. The weather conditions of golden sunny days and wet rainy days are just as good and are almost equivalent to the four seasons.
UNDERSTANDING THE POEM
Lines 1 to 10
The poet tells about his homeland , Jamaica and rejoices the beauty of this island. Jamaica has no seasonal changes. It has a tropical climate which is hot and wet throughout the year. The days of golden sunshine are glorious and magnificent. The are many canefields in Jamaica as sugar is one of the main exports in this country.
Lines 11 to 15
In the ending of the poem, the poet tells us his favourite time – days when the flowers of mango trees and logwood blossom. He uses imagery of sound and smell to illustrate abundant life and activity in the bushes when the ‘sound of bees and the scent of honey’ add to the charm and beauty if Jamaica. He describes the fields filled with lovely yellow buttercups. All this happens when the rains have stopped and the beauty if nature emerges once again
Thursday, December 30, 2010
What im bubbling here...
Aku tak pernah berasa begitu aman dan tenteram dalam seumur hidup aku. Akan tetapi aku juga tidak pernah merasa kekosongan yang aku alami sekarang ini. Aku terpaksa meninggalkan suamiku yang tercinta di Kota Kinabalu. Perasaan ini amat aku tidak sukai semenjak aku bergelar sebagai seorang Isteri. Aku terpandang cuaca di luar kereta ketika menunggu feri menumbuk-labuan untuk sampai semula ke Labuan. Mendung semendung hatiku dan perasaan ku ketika ini. Aku rasa ingin menjerit sekuat hati mengatakan aku merindui suamiku di Sabah. Tapi apakan daya, sebagai seorang guru aku pendamkan perasaan-perasaan negative dalam hatiku. Aku harap suamiku masih mempunyai perasaan yang sama dengan diriku. Dialah pasanganku. Dialah sabahat karib ku. Nyawaku. Aku tidak boleh bayangkan kalau dia tidak ada didalam hidupku.
Kelihatan beberapa buah kapal, keliihatan begitu cantik dengan semua lampu yang dipasang. Jika sampai ke Labuan melalui feri kereta, itulah permandangan yang dulu dilihat. Dahulu, dengan permandangan ini, aku boleh tersenyum gembira. Tetapi kini permandangan itu hanyalah permandangan y6ang memilukan. Kecuali sekolah tercinta, itulah sahaja yang membuatkan aku balik ke Labuan. Keluarga? Hanya suamiku adalah keluarga ku. Segala kata-kataku disini mungkin seperti seorang yang membuang batu tapi aku dari kecil sehinggalah sudah berkahwin, amat susah keluargaku untuk menolong walaupun sekelumit bantuan. Aku bukannya minta bantuan dari segi kewangan. Tapi betul orang kata, lain padang lain belalang lain orang lain halnya. Aku mengaku, tanpa ibubapaku, aku tidak akan berjaya. Ya, mungkin orang yang sedang membaca petikan ini tidak berasa hairan. Tapi aku telah berjaya dengan pandangan negative ibu dan bapaku. Hairan? Tak.. Kerana bagi ibuku biarlah tidak payah belajar sehingga ke menara gading, pasti akan bekerja. Tidak payah tinggal jauh dari rumah, mereka boleh member I makan. Tapi sampai bila? Aku dah ikut kata-kata mereka selama 5 tahun. Aku jadi anti-sosial. Takut dengan orang di luar sana. Aku tidak boleh. Akhirnya dengan pendapat dan pandangan mereka itulah yang membuatkan aku jadi berani, kuat dan keras. Seingatku, aku sentiasa tidak berani dan amat penakut dari kecil hinggalah ke tingkatan 6. Dengan itu aku telah keluar dari kepompong keluarga ku. Aku melanjutkan pengajian ke Shah Alam, UiTM. Di sanalah aku mengenal dunia dari segi pendidikan. Tetapi setelah keluar dari hidup sebagai seorang pelajar aku kembali semula ke kepompong keluarga ku. Bermulalah semula kehidupan tertutup. Aku tidak boleh menghadapinya. Aku sanggup keluar ke Kota Kinabalu. Di sanalah aku mengenal hidup sebagai seorang manusia dan perasaan sebagai seorang wanita.
Aku tidak tahu apa yang dirancang oleh Tuhan untuk diriku dan suamiku.
to be continue
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